Saturday, November 3, 2012

1st Monthsary Letter


Baby Love,


I know we don't get to see each other much. But being apart for now does not change the way I feel about you in my heart. Sure I'm lonely, and sometimes I'm overwhelmed with this emptiness in my heart. But, just remembering how much you love me and how much I love you, that's what gets me through every minute of everyday that I'm without you. I long to hold you, I have never loved anyone as much as I love you.

You make me feel loved, you make me feel safe, but more importantly, you make me feel wanted. We both know our friendship would grow right from the very first day we spoke. But, neither one of us could begin to imagine the love we both feel, not exploding or thundering into our hearts, but just slowly growing into a beautiful, relationship that only you and I can understand. You are my soulmate, my bestfriend, my inspiration, my love. Having your love has been the thing that has ever happened to me. I don't care what others say about you and me. All I know is that, I love you, and that will never change.

"The Best Thing". You're the best thing that ever happened to me. I can only say this once and will never be again. But you alone, I love you so much that I can't imagine. Babe, you are the smile in my face, the tears in my eyes, you are the thoughts in my mind and my dream every night. I will love you no matter what 'til the end of the time.

I don't usually feel the miles between us, but for some reason, today, I do. I miss you Babe, with every fiber of my being. And as we knew from the beginning, life was going to interfere sometimes, but that's when I remeber just how blessed we truly are for the time that we spend together. It makes it all more special, and I can only be grateful.

It's times like this when I start to reflect on just how much you mean to me. That despite the thousand of miles between us, no 2 hearts could ever be closer. Not only do I feel blessed, but, I feel like I have been divinely favored. Out of all the people in the world, it's as if God had picked you, just for me. He must have, because its the easiest thing in the world for me to love you.

Just know Babe that I love you. Yesterday, right this second, tomorrow and all the days of my life.

I want to spend every second of my life with you, but unfortunately we will have to wait for that to be a possibility. I promise that you won't regret waiting for that day because I will always love you more than any other person could love you and I mean it. so wait for me while I wait for you too.

I will always be yours no matter what the world turns out to be. My heart will always yearn for your love and care forever. i love you more than my life, more than my world. You are my world. Life would not be life if not shared with you. We may be far from each other for now, but you have my heart and my love. and I know that I have yours too.

Happy 1st Cupcake Babe! 1 month and still counting..

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