Calling You Now SLEEPYHEAD..

It will be a little before a month but it feels like more because we've already been through slight tough pulls, but even if it's a hundred against 2, we'd win it, and I know that. Nothing can pull me away from you or you away from me.

I smile, I smirk, I laugh, I blush, I hurt, I try not to shed a tear as I tighten my patience, I jump around in happiness, I see our flaws, I see our improvements, and it still continues...

If only there was a way I could explain to you how much I love you. I feel terrible because I make you upset at times. You don't deserve it. I see your efforts and believe me, I appreciate it a lot. You always try to reach out and give me a ring despite your busy work. I wish I could change things, I'll try harder this time I promise. I am trying my best at expressing my feelings, or being the most romantic and I promise you this much, that I'm my best because you are mine, and I love you truly madly and deeply. I love you. :)

2 Hearts, 1 Love

The first time I heard you say the words, "I love you", it was like I have been taken to Cloud 9 and I haven't gone down until now. Right after you uttered those words I asked myself, "Do I love you?", and as I look for the answer, I again asked: have you given me any reasons not to? No. I then realized I have fallen in love with you, and yes ... I am so in love with you, Babe!

In the past, I had always yearned for someone to love, to cherish and to take good care of - to whom I would share my dreams with and make them come true. I'd always walk around feeling so empty with a hole in my heart that I thought would never get filled... You filled that hole. I think back to how empty my life was without you, and I am so grateful that you are here. I have found in you what it means to "love." I tell you a thousand times a day, each day that I love you. You can do the slightest thing and it warms me. You may not even realize it. Each day has me falling more in love with you. I love you more and more with each passing day. And it eases me to know that as tomorrow approaches, I will love you more than yesterday and tomorrow will be more than today. You are really God's gift to me ... my answered prayer that I will forever cherish in my heart.

You are the most wonderful, kind, compassionate, romantic, smart, sensible, talented, thoughtful, congenial, affectionate, appreciative, loyal, caring and loving person I have ever met and I thank God everyday that you are mine! I love you with my whole existence, my whole life and nothing in this world can take that away! I love you more than I could ever explain. More than I even understand. You touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend. 

I give my life to you - my heart, my mind, my body and my soul ... I belong to you now.

I don't know. I just wanted to let you know that you are my heart, my everything, and the other half of my soul, that I love you with everything I have and hold. Now, when I look towards the future, you are always pictured there. Maybe, in this lifetime, you will never know how much I love, care and cherish you. Your love gives me the feeling that the best is still ahead. I can't wait to spend forever with you.

Forever Thankful..

Babe, words cannot express how much your love means to me. You have always found the time to cheer me up. Ever since you walked again into my life, I have been smiling. There hasn't been a day when I have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, and it's all because of you Baby. I am glad that you came into my life.

Before you came along, I used to think that I was ugly and just not special but now that you are in my life, you have made me feel like I am special and pretty. You never want to hear from me that I am ugly and not worth it. I know that I am worth so much to you and I love that in you.

I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, faithful and most of all someone who would accept me for who I am. Now I have found the person I was looking for.

My heart told me that true love was there when you first said hello to me over the phone. I didn't have to think twice when you asked me to be yours again. I don't think that there is, or there could be, anyone better than you out there for me. 

No matter what happens in our lives, I know that you made my life so much better and I love you. I love you with my whole heart. I have never trusted anyone the way I trust you. Sometimes I even doubt myself, but I know I will never doubt you because you are my true love. I know deep down inside that you will never break my heart or never let me down in anyway.

Thank you Babe for everything. I pray to god everyday to bless you with everything you deserve. I will love you until the end of time. :)

Manila is LOVE

I am so thrilled and looking forward to this trip with my Baby.. :) Thanks for preparing this itinerary Babe! 


January 05, 2013

09:00 am  Digos to Davao

10:30 am  Straight to D.I.A

11:00 am  Check-in baggage

12:00 pm  Lunch at the airport

03:30 pm  Departure DVO to MLA (Flight no.: 5J-966)

05:15 pm  Arrival (Manila is LOVE)

06:00 pm  Check-in at Metrodeluxe Pasay City

07:30 pm  Dinner at Mall Of Asia (Dairy Queen / San Mig by the Bay at SIS seafood resto)

09:30 pm  MOA eye

11:30 pm  Back to Metrodeluxe

January 06, 2013

09:00 am  Breakfast near CCP

11:00 am  DIVISORIA

12:00 nn   Lunch (anywhere)

06:00 pm  Dinner at  Aristocrat /  Cafe' Adriatico (Roxas Blvd., Malate, Manila)

09:00 pm  The Library Comedy bar (Ma. Orosa St., Malate)

01:00 am  Back to Metrodeluxe

January 07, 2013

10:00 am  Mall of Asia

02:00 pm  STARCITY

11:00 pm  Back to Metrodeluxe

January 08, 2013

09:00 am  Breakfast at Intramuros Manila

10:30 am  Manila Cathedral (for our wedding) 

11:00 am  Fort Santiago (kalesa riding) 

12:00 nn   Lunch (Tamayo's Catering - food of the stars Muralla St., Manila)

02:00 pm  Back to Metrodeluxe

04:00 pm  NAIA Pasay City

07:00 pm  My baby's flight back to DVO (Flight no.: 5J-966)

And this is the story of the LIKE button..

It was one warm Sunday afternoon (thank God for that great day), when all the romance started. I had this not-so-catchy status in a social networking site and she hit LIKE. Instantly thought to myself "himala! She often does that!" hehe.. I don't know what happened but I felt my heart beat was super duper fast, and I added a comment automatically (lol)! Oh well, to make the story short I ended up posting publicly my mobile number. That convo was sweet.. And I honestly thought that would lead us somewhere deeper. :)

After a day or two, someone shoot me an sms, the convo went like.. (not the exact words BTW)
C: Hi gorgeous!
G: Hus dis?
C: Ur ex bf
G: Crazy! 
C: Haha Ivy ni oi, na-crazy nuon ko da haha

C for Crazy
G for Gorgeous :D

Hah! That's it.. I felt shivers! Can't stop myself from responding. And when I don't receive a reply, I get a little worried (weird), as if I was obliging her to text back. Kilig-kilig lang..

The exchange of conversation was spontaneous. Started with "what's up" then went on to a topic about "how's love life?". Me to self, "I foresee two heart shapes in my eyes soon".. I really have these instincts, seriously! The entire time, I was just smiling.. 

We both had a share of stories about our EXes. She just had a super fresh break up, while mine happened 5 months ago. Both ended up badly, I must say. Oh well, shit do happen.

Right after, the cheesy part of all, this "bring-me-to-the-past" conversation was brought to life.. Had a lot of realizations from that. It was there when we both realized, we did not have a proper closure. And we still have something for each other. A feeling that is mutual, this crazy little thing called LOVE. 

This, then, gave us amnesia. We didn't care about our EXes anymore.. All we cared about was US. We both want this chance, we both fell in love. We wanted to be back in each other's arms.

Now we are both happy. I will forever be thankful for this chance. Ivy was the best choice and the best thing I ever had. I will never let go. You saved me Baby, you gave me the love I deserve.    

I'm grateful as well with FACEBOOK, I swear. Especially with that little LIKE, thumbs up button! 

Gosh! Things do happen for a reason, and GREAT THINGS HAPPEN WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT..  :D

Itinerary of LOVE

December 27, 2012 

09:00  am     Digos to Davao 
10:30  am     Check-in at Legaspi Suites
11:30  am     Lunch at Times Square/Kusina Salera
12:00  nn       Abreeza Mall 
02:00  pm     Starbucks Frappe time!
04:00  pm     SM Lanang 
06:00  pm     Dinner at Gardena Fresca
08:00  pm     Matina Times Square (Bazaar & Aling Foping's)
10:00  pm     Back to Legaspi Suites (Lychee Martini, let's drink to that!)
                       R E M I N D E R : Don't forget your ANTACID Tinks!
01:00  am     Back to room, LOVE TIME! :) Sleeeep

December 28, 2012

05:30  am     Check Out. Legaspi Suites to Davao Pearl Farm Marina
06:00  am     Register at Davao Pearl Farm Marina
06:30  am     Boat Transfer from Davao Pearl Farm Marina to Pearl Farm Resort
07:15  am     Arrival at Pearl Farm Resort 
07:30  am     Check In at Samal House
09:00  am     Swimming
11:00  am     Photoshoot moments :)
12:00  nn       Buffet Lunch at Malipano House
02:00  pm     Sand castles by the shore
04:00  pm     Wash time!
05:30  pm     Prepare for candle light dinner by the sea
07:00  pm     Dinner time
08:30  pm     Fire Dance/Fireworks watching
09:30  pm     Star gazing and light conversation under the moonlight
11:00  pm     Back to room, LOVE TIME! :) Sleeeep

December 29, 2012

06:30  am     Breakfast in bed
08:00  am     Daytime swimming
09:00  am     Photoshoot moments at the hammock, being one with nature
10:00  am     Island hopping at Malipano Island
12:00  nn       Buffet Lunch at Malipano House
02:00  pm     Back to room, last 2 hours at Pearl Farm
04:00  pm     Departure. Boat transfer back to Davao Pearl Farm Marina
05:00  pm     Arrival in Davao, head directly to Bhouse to leave things
06:30  pm     Buffet Dinner at Zabs
08:00  pm     Jack's Ridge, overlooking Davao at night
10:00  pm     Going home to Bhouse, leaving memories.. LOVE TIME! :) Sleeeep

December 30, 2012

07:00 am      Breakfast sa carenderia, leaving memories..
07:30 am      Back to Bhouse, more togetherness
09:30 am      Prepare to go home in Digos
11:30 am      Head to SM Ecoland, lunch at Hukad
01:00 pm      Bus wait, HOMEBOUND.. :(      

You've conquered me.. :)

It's hard to conquer a country or a mountain, but it doesn't, compared to the diffuculty of conquering a heart. A heart with ups and downs, trapping, hiding & mirages. Some have struggle with it all their life, though you have conquered me long ago.

You've won and I'm all yours, now there's one thing that remians to be done - love me and I will make you happy.

I am here to listen to you when you feel the need to talk, I am here to hold you in my arms when you feel overwhelmed, I am here to cheer you up when you're sad, to take care of you when you are sick, to kiss you and love you when you forget how special and wonderful you are.

I am here not because I have something to do or to gain, but because your heart called me, because here, next to you... , is my place.

October 3rd

This day, someone opened the gate of happiness. I said YES. A bit quick though, but, it was worth a heart beat. A decision I'll forever cherish. And, no one else could make me happy the way she does.. She was my first love, my best friend back then.. We were young and the people around us don't understand. It was LOVE, yet it was not the right time. She fought, I didn't. It was a mistake. I've hurt her, I messed up, I gave up.

Sometimes all we need is a second chance, because time was not ready for the first one. Yet what we have now is a happy chance. Another chapter. I'd give anything for this chance. A chance to make you happy. A chance to show I care. I was a pain in the ass the last time around, but I know we can start over again from home base. You said, 7 years of no HIs and HELLOs, no attachment, that was looong.. But from the day we started to communicate again, I would not want to hold back, for I can't afford to lose you the second time around. This is it! This is LOVE..

Babe, I won't get tired of saying I LOVE YOU, for you are the one I deserve. I appreciate your efforts of staying up so late and waking up too early just to check on me and remind me how much you love me. During breaks you go out to call me, you have no idea how sweet that is. Without a doubt, YOU DO LOVE ME, and in return I WILL LOVE YOU BACK ENDLESSLY..

*SIGH, I just don't want this to end.. You were my FIRST and you will be my LAST. Whatever is in between, we learned from them and I assure you, you are loving a changed person. 

More October 3rd for both of us Baby! :)