My Daily Dose of Happiness: 2012

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Perfect Moment with L♥VE

Wish I could capture every perfect moment with you my L♥VE.. Every moment was well spent and nothing will ever mean as much to me. You truly are the keeper of my heart.

I love to spend that moment in your arms, whispering I love you as you whisper it as well to me. Gazing unto to stars in the sky at night and gazing into your eyes filled with passion and love as deep as the ocean blue.

I promise I will love and cherish you, never to be parted, with all my love FOREVER.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Itinerary of Love..

I Just Want To...

wake up earlier than you, and cook you breakfast. I can shower in the morning with you and make snacks for you to bring to work. Once you leave I can do workout. :) If it’s my day off I’ll probably clean around the house or pay bills. Probably go hang out with you if you weren’t busy. It’d be nice if I can fit work into a schedule that allows me to be home before you so that I can cook you dinner, or at least be in the process of before you get home. I’m excited to invite your friends over too for dinner and bbqs. There are so many plans that I have for us. Everything from different dinners I want to cook for you, to things like exploring wherever we get stationed and traveling. I know some days are a lot more difficult to handle than others, but if you need space just say so. There will be moments where you’ll ask what the hell you loved me for, but just know that I love you. I’m going to enjoy being with you and calling you my babe. I miss you baby ko. <3

Saturday, November 3, 2012

1st Monthsary Letter

Baby Love,

I know we don't get to see each other much. But being apart for now does not change the way I feel about you in my heart. Sure I'm lonely, and sometimes I'm overwhelmed with this emptiness in my heart. But, just remembering how much you love me and how much I love you, that's what gets me through every minute of everyday that I'm without you. I long to hold you, I have never loved anyone as much as I love you.

You make me feel loved, you make me feel safe, but more importantly, you make me feel wanted. We both know our friendship would grow right from the very first day we spoke. But, neither one of us could begin to imagine the love we both feel, not exploding or thundering into our hearts, but just slowly growing into a beautiful, relationship that only you and I can understand. You are my soulmate, my bestfriend, my inspiration, my love. Having your love has been the thing that has ever happened to me. I don't care what others say about you and me. All I know is that, I love you, and that will never change.

"The Best Thing". You're the best thing that ever happened to me. I can only say this once and will never be again. But you alone, I love you so much that I can't imagine. Babe, you are the smile in my face, the tears in my eyes, you are the thoughts in my mind and my dream every night. I will love you no matter what 'til the end of the time.

I don't usually feel the miles between us, but for some reason, today, I do. I miss you Babe, with every fiber of my being. And as we knew from the beginning, life was going to interfere sometimes, but that's when I remeber just how blessed we truly are for the time that we spend together. It makes it all more special, and I can only be grateful.

It's times like this when I start to reflect on just how much you mean to me. That despite the thousand of miles between us, no 2 hearts could ever be closer. Not only do I feel blessed, but, I feel like I have been divinely favored. Out of all the people in the world, it's as if God had picked you, just for me. He must have, because its the easiest thing in the world for me to love you.

Just know Babe that I love you. Yesterday, right this second, tomorrow and all the days of my life.

I want to spend every second of my life with you, but unfortunately we will have to wait for that to be a possibility. I promise that you won't regret waiting for that day because I will always love you more than any other person could love you and I mean it. so wait for me while I wait for you too.

I will always be yours no matter what the world turns out to be. My heart will always yearn for your love and care forever. i love you more than my life, more than my world. You are my world. Life would not be life if not shared with you. We may be far from each other for now, but you have my heart and my love. and I know that I have yours too.

Happy 1st Cupcake Babe! 1 month and still counting..

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Grow Old With YOU.. :)

I keep thinking about the future, about life, and what I want out of it. I keep thinking about us and what this relationship means to me. I keep thinking about these things and I realize they go hand in hand. This relationship is my future, it's what I want out of life. I want to grow old with you. I want to experience this crazy love forever and ever, and I really think I'm going to get to. I want to see you laugh like crazy at me when I do stupid stuff. I want to hold you when you cry and smile with you when you smile. I want to fall asleep every night with you. I want to fall asleep on your chest listening to the beat of your heart and know it beats for me. I want you to be the first thing I see when I wake up and the last thing I see when I go to sleep. I want to see your bad morning hair, I think it will be so cute hehe. I want to sit on the beach with you and watch the sun set, and I want all the people who pass us to envy the love that we obviously have for each other.

I want to cook a meal with you and us, totally ruin it and end up doing take out. I want to sit there talking to you for hours about nothing at all but in the same time everything or maybe we won't talk at all and just grin at each other realizing how lucky we are. I want you to get mad at me for doing something stupid, and I want you to bust out laughing when you try to yell at me. I want to take trips with you to places we've never been and experience them together. I want our friends to come over and get totally jealous because they don't share a love like we do.

I want it to take your breath away every time I say, "I love you" because you know it's coming from the heart. I want to love you and be with you for at least forever if not a little longer. I couldn't really express in words what I'm feeling right now so I decided to share with you some of the images and thoughts that have been running through my head.

I just want you to know that I had never found someone I wanted to spend the rest of my life with until I met you. I really am crazy about you, everything about you. I LOVE YOU Babe..

Monday, October 29, 2012

Calling You Now SLEEPYHEAD..

It will be a little before a month but it feels like more because we've already been through slight tough pulls, but even if it's a hundred against 2, we'd win it, and I know that. Nothing can pull me away from you or you away from me.

I smile, I smirk, I laugh, I blush, I hurt, I try not to shed a tear as I tighten my patience, I jump around in happiness, I see our flaws, I see our improvements, and it still continues...

If only there was a way I could explain to you how much I love you. I feel terrible because I make you upset at times. You don't deserve it. I see your efforts and believe me, I appreciate it a lot. You always try to reach out and give me a ring despite your busy work. I wish I could change things, I'll try harder this time I promise. I am trying my best at expressing my feelings, or being the most romantic and I promise you this much, that I'm my best because you are mine, and I love you truly madly and deeply. I love you. :)

Sunday, October 28, 2012

2 Hearts, 1 Love

The first time I heard you say the words, "I love you", it was like I have been taken to Cloud 9 and I haven't gone down until now. Right after you uttered those words I asked myself, "Do I love you?", and as I look for the answer, I again asked: have you given me any reasons not to? No. I then realized I have fallen in love with you, and yes ... I am so in love with you, Babe!

In the past, I had always yearned for someone to love, to cherish and to take good care of - to whom I would share my dreams with and make them come true. I'd always walk around feeling so empty with a hole in my heart that I thought would never get filled... You filled that hole. I think back to how empty my life was without you, and I am so grateful that you are here. I have found in you what it means to "love." I tell you a thousand times a day, each day that I love you. You can do the slightest thing and it warms me. You may not even realize it. Each day has me falling more in love with you. I love you more and more with each passing day. And it eases me to know that as tomorrow approaches, I will love you more than yesterday and tomorrow will be more than today. You are really God's gift to me ... my answered prayer that I will forever cherish in my heart.

You are the most wonderful, kind, compassionate, romantic, smart, sensible, talented, thoughtful, congenial, affectionate, appreciative, loyal, caring and loving person I have ever met and I thank God everyday that you are mine! I love you with my whole existence, my whole life and nothing in this world can take that away! I love you more than I could ever explain. More than I even understand. You touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend.

I give my life to you - my heart, my mind, my body and my soul ... I belong to you now.

I don't know. I just wanted to let you know that you are my heart, my everything, and the other half of my soul, that I love you with everything I have and hold. Now, when I look towards the future, you are always pictured there. Maybe, in this lifetime, you will never know how much I love, care and cherish you. Your love gives me the feeling that the best is still ahead. I can't wait to spend forever with you.

Forever Thankful..

Babe, words cannot express how much your love means to me. You have always found the time to cheer me up. Ever since you walked again into my life, I have been smiling. There hasn't been a day when I have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, and it's all because of you Baby. I am glad that you came into my life.

Before you came along, I used to think that I was ugly and just not special but now that you are in my life, you have made me feel like I am special and pretty. You never want to hear from me that I am ugly and not worth it. I know that I am worth so much to you and I love that in you.

I have always wanted the love of my life to be understanding, loving, caring, faithful and most of all someone who would accept me for who I am. Now I have found the person I was looking for.

My heart told me that true love was there when you first said hello to me over the phone. I didn't have to think twice when you asked me to be yours again. I don't think that there is, or there could be, anyone better than you out there for me.

No matter what happens in our lives, I know that you made my life so much better and I love you. I love you with my whole heart. I have never trusted anyone the way I trust you. Sometimes I even doubt myself, but I know I will never doubt you because you are my true love. I know deep down inside that you will never break my heart or never let me down in anyway.

Thank you Babe for everything. I pray to god everyday to bless you with everything you deserve. I will love you until the end of time. :)

Manila is LOVE

I am so thrilled and looking forward to this trip with my Baby.. :) Thanks for preparing this itinerary Babe!

January 05, 2013

09:00 am Digos to Davao

10:30 am Straight to D.I.A

11:00 am Check-in baggage

12:00 pm Lunch at the airport

03:30 pm Departure DVO to MLA (Flight no.: 5J-966)

05:15 pm Arrival (Manila is LOVE)

06:00 pm Check-in at Metrodeluxe Pasay City

07:30 pm Dinner at Mall Of Asia (Dairy Queen / San Mig by the Bay at SIS seafood resto)

09:30 pm MOA eye

11:30 pm Back to Metrodeluxe

January 06, 2013

09:00 am Breakfast near CCP

11:00 am DIVISORIA

12:00 nn Lunch (anywhere)

06:00 pm Dinner at Aristocrat / Cafe' Adriatico (Roxas Blvd., Malate, Manila)

09:00 pm The Library Comedy bar (Ma. Orosa St., Malate)

01:00 am Back to Metrodeluxe

January 07, 2013

10:00 am Mall of Asia

02:00 pm STARCITY

11:00 pm Back to Metrodeluxe

January 08, 2013

09:00 am Breakfast at Intramuros Manila

10:30 am Manila Cathedral (for our wedding)

11:00 am Fort Santiago (kalesa riding)

12:00 nn Lunch (Tamayo's Catering - food of the stars Muralla St., Manila)

02:00 pm Back to Metrodeluxe

04:00 pm NAIA Pasay City

07:00 pm My baby's flight back to DVO (Flight no.: 5J-966)

And this is the story of the LIKE button..

It was one warm Sunday afternoon (thank God for that great day), when all the romance started. I had this not-so-catchy status in a social networking site and she hit LIKE. Instantly thought to myself "himala! She often does that!" hehe.. I don't know what happened but I felt my heart beat was super duper fast, and I added a comment automatically (lol)! Oh well, to make the story short I ended up posting publicly my mobile number. That convo was sweet.. And I honestly thought that would lead us somewhere deeper. :)

After a day or two, someone shoot me an sms, the convo went like.. (not the exact words BTW)
C: Hi gorgeous!
G: Hus dis?
C: Ur ex bf
G: Crazy!
C: Haha Ivy ni oi, na-crazy nuon ko da haha

C for Crazy
G for Gorgeous :D

Hah! That's it.. I felt shivers! Can't stop myself from responding. And when I don't receive a reply, I get a little worried (weird), as if I was obliging her to text back. Kilig-kilig lang..

The exchange of conversation was spontaneous. Started with "what's up" then went on to a topic about "how's love life?". Me to self, "I foresee two heart shapes in my eyes soon".. I really have these instincts, seriously! The entire time, I was just smiling..

We both had a share of stories about our EXes. She just had a super fresh break up, while mine happened 5 months ago. Both ended up badly, I must say. Oh well, shit do happen.

Right after, the cheesy part of all, this "bring-me-to-the-past" conversation was brought to life.. Had a lot of realizations from that. It was there when we both realized, we did not have a proper closure. And we still have something for each other. A feeling that is mutual, this crazy little thing called LOVE.

This, then, gave us amnesia. We didn't care about our EXes anymore.. All we cared about was US. We both want this chance, we both fell in love. We wanted to be back in each other's arms.

Now we are both happy. I will forever be thankful for this chance. Ivy was the best choice and the best thing I ever had. I will never let go. You saved me Baby, you gave me the love I deserve.

I'm grateful as well with FACEBOOK, I swear. Especially with that little LIKE, thumbs up button!

Gosh! Things do happen for a reason, and GREAT THINGS HAPPEN WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT IT.. :D

Saturday, October 27, 2012

Itinerary of LOVE

December 27, 2012

09:00 am Digos to Davao
10:30 am Check-in at Legaspi Suites
11:30 am Lunch at Times Square/Kusina Salera
12:00 nn Abreeza Mall
02:00 pm Starbucks Frappe time!
04:00 pm SM Lanang
06:00 pm Dinner at Gardena Fresca
08:00 pm Matina Times Square (Bazaar & Aling Foping's)
10:00 pm Back to Legaspi Suites (Lychee Martini, let's drink to that!)
R E M I N D E R : Don't forget your ANTACID Tinks!
01:00 am Back to room, LOVE TIME! :) Sleeeep

December 28, 2012

05:30 am Check Out. Legaspi Suites to Davao Pearl Farm Marina
06:00 am Register at Davao Pearl Farm Marina
06:30 am Boat Transfer from Davao Pearl Farm Marina to Pearl Farm Resort
07:15 am Arrival at Pearl Farm Resort
07:30 am Check In at Samal House
09:00 am Swimming
11:00 am Photoshoot moments :)
12:00 nn Buffet Lunch at Malipano House
02:00 pm Sand castles by the shore
04:00 pm Wash time!
05:30 pm Prepare for candle light dinner by the sea
07:00 pm Dinner time
08:30 pm Fire Dance/Fireworks watching
09:30 pm Star gazing and light conversation under the moonlight
11:00 pm Back to room, LOVE TIME! :) Sleeeep

December 29, 2012

06:30 am Breakfast in bed
08:00 am Daytime swimming
09:00 am Photoshoot moments at the hammock, being one with nature
10:00 am Island hopping at Malipano Island
12:00 nn Buffet Lunch at Malipano House
02:00 pm Back to room, last 2 hours at Pearl Farm
04:00 pm Departure. Boat transfer back to Davao Pearl Farm Marina
05:00 pm Arrival in Davao, head directly to Bhouse to leave things
06:30 pm Buffet Dinner at Zabs
08:00 pm Jack's Ridge, overlooking Davao at night
10:00 pm Going home to Bhouse, leaving memories.. LOVE TIME! :) Sleeeep

December 30, 2012

07:00 am Breakfast sa carenderia, leaving memories..
07:30 am Back to Bhouse, more togetherness
09:30 am Prepare to go home in Digos
11:30 am Head to SM Ecoland, lunch at Hukad
01:00 pm Bus wait, HOMEBOUND.. :(

You've conquered me.. :)

It's hard to conquer a country or a mountain, but it doesn't, compared to the diffuculty of conquering a heart. A heart with ups and downs, trapping, hiding & mirages. Some have struggle with it all their life, though you have conquered me long ago.

You've won and I'm all yours, now there's one thing that remians to be done - love me and I will make you happy.

I am here to listen to you when you feel the need to talk, I am here to hold you in my arms when you feel overwhelmed, I am here to cheer you up when you're sad, to take care of you when you are sick, to kiss you and love you when you forget how special and wonderful you are.

I am here not because I have something to do or to gain, but because your heart called me, because here, next to you... , is my place.

October 3rd

This day, someone opened the gate of happiness. I said YES. A bit quick though, but, it was worth a heart beat. A decision I'll forever cherish. And, no one else could make me happy the way she does.. She was my first love, my best friend back then.. We were young and the people around us don't understand. It was LOVE, yet it was not the right time. She fought, I didn't. It was a mistake. I've hurt her, I messed up, I gave up.

Sometimes all we need is a second chance, because time was not ready for the first one. Yet what we have now is a happy chance. Another chapter. I'd give anything for this chance. A chance to make you happy. A chance to show I care. I was a pain in the ass the last time around, but I know we can start over again from home base. You said, 7 years of no HIs and HELLOs, no attachment, that was looong.. But from the day we started to communicate again, I would not want to hold back, for I can't afford to lose you the second time around. This is it! This is LOVE..

Babe, I won't get tired of saying I LOVE YOU, for you are the one I deserve. I appreciate your efforts of staying up so late and waking up too early just to check on me and remind me how much you love me. During breaks you go out to call me, you have no idea how sweet that is. Without a doubt, YOU DO LOVE ME, and in return I WILL LOVE YOU BACK ENDLESSLY..

*SIGH, I just don't want this to end.. You were my FIRST and you will be my LAST. Whatever is in between, we learned from them and I assure you, you are loving a changed person.

More October 3rd for both of us Baby! :)